About me & my work

About me & my work

A little something about me, my work and why the C.R.-Mfee is important.

I am not claiming to have all the solutions for a better tomorrow, but I do have something with C.R.-M that contributes towards a brighter future by being more efficient, where pollution and environmental issues are of concerned, by 95%, and further reducing company costs by as much as 90% in the process.

I was born in Vigo, Spain, and moved to England in 1970 when I was nine years old. I attended junior St. Johns and South Kilburn High School for seven years. During that time, I taught myself to read, write, and speak English through learning poems and poetry. I consider myself British at heart, though Spanish by blood. Although I was born in Spain, I have spent my entire life in England, which I consider my home. In other words, I was born in Spain but created in England.

I worked in the hotel and catering industry for over forty years, starting as a Silver Service waiter at Claridge's and the Savoy Hotel. My last job was in 2018, where I worked as a chef for fourteen years at Ford Motor Company in Dagenham, London. Since the year 2000, I have only worked four hours a day, five days a week, living minimally to have more time to pursue my ambitions. As long as I earned enough money for food, shelter, and a bed to sleep on, my 20-hour workweek wages were sufficient for me to live on. (everything is at the expense of something else. Such is life.)

In the pursuit of secret knowledge and know-how, it is found that certain puzzles can give you new ideas, directions, and understandings. These are hidden among things that may seem irrelevant to what you are trying to invent. Therefore, I ended up learning the basics of various fields such as Geometric Physics, Astrophysics, Cosmology, Astronomy, Quantum Theory, String Theory, Newton's Laws, General Relativity, and other fundamental structures of science and engineering. I also studied the work of past inventors, especially Nikola Tesla, whose work inspired and helped me the most towards the C.R.-Mfee. You would be surprised how seemingly irrelevant things can contribute a little something to your invention. For example, Einstein worked as a patent clerk for years, reading hundreds of works by others, where he found at least 50% of clues and ideas scattered among different subjects. He then worked out the other 50% to come up with his theory of relativity. Similarly, Michael Faraday with just a keen interest in science and liked solving problems through experiments, leading the invention of the electric motor. You need a keen eye to connect seemingly irrelevant things that contribute to your project. However, this road is very demanding, requiring years of study, research, experiments, dedication, and a lot of trial and error before achieving a working invention. This is half of the secret of all successful inventors. It is a journey that most inventors fail half way the journey, taking you through a roller coaster ride through your mental and physical capabilities.

It will bite you hard, chew you up, and spit you out again. It will drain your energy physically, mentally, and emotionally, yet at the same time, it will fire up so many neurons in your brain that you'll be lucky if you can shut your mind off and get three or four hours of sleep a day. It will demand first priority above everything else every hour of the day for however many years it takes before you succeed. It will require you to lose everything you might have lose in order to succeed. It will take you to learn the basics of certain things you hate to learn about, even if they have nothing to do with what you are trying to invent. It will take you on a roller coaster journey of so many twists and turns, turning you inside out in such a way and so many times that you begin to wonder if you will even survive long enough to be successful with your invention. Yet, despite all this, you will also have people ridiculing and laughing at you, losing friends, and even having family members turn their backs on you instead of being supportive and understanding. Being an inventor is a solitary journey, facing the unknown alone. This is why it is said that the line between genius and madness is very thin. You have to be a little crazy and foolishly brave to enter the unknown alone in pursuit of whatever knowledge you want to discover, not knowing what you will be up against, not knowing if you will make it to other end without going insane or dying lost within the wilderness of knowledge without a way out. Maybe one day I write a book about it and call it: The Unknown Wilderness of Knowledge.

The great reward comes once your invention becomes a reality or you have discovered the knowledge sought. When you succeed, it feels as though the world is your oyster. You not only gain the knowledge necessary to realize your invention but also learn things you were previously unaware of, awakening your mind to new realities, including a true understanding of life and death. However, after overcoming this challenge without losing your sanity, you face another problem: convincing those in high positions in society to take you seriously enough in the knowledge and expertise behind your discovery and invention. Despite the seemingly small scale of my invention's knowledge and know-how, I believe that with the funding and professional engineers, they can unlock its full potential. I have completed the hardest part; now it is up to the professionals to take it to fruition without behaving unprofessionally stealing your ideas and leaving you recognition or rewards as the founder, inventor, or creator.

You must understand that the secret knowledge and know-how of an or any other knowledge you seek must first exist in the mind of the beholder. However, it will not reveal its secrets easily. Everything has a price for whatever you want in life to become a reality. The big question is: Are you willing to pay the price and do whatever it takes by all means necessary within reason to make it happen in reality? Are you willing wholeheartedly, body mind, and soul to go all the way no matter what and no matter how long it will take before you succeed? If the answer is yes, then begin your journey. Wanting to be an inventor or making your dream come true, whatever that dream might be, is not for the faint-hearted. Making your dream come true is a mission of all or nothing. There is no in-between. Your dream must come above everything else, and you must be willing to lose whatever you might have to lose and do whatever you might have to do in the process (again, within reason, without breaking the law in such a way that it becomes a criminal act).

And yet, over the past 23 years, I authored several books, including "The Laundry Murders: The Mind of a Psychopath Killer," followed by a fictional story with illustrated artworks of each murder, each more graphic than the last (for readers over 18, available on Amazon). Another work, "The Hidden mystery Artworks within Michelangelo's Art, Part One," available on Amazon, contains 41 illustrations inspired by Michelangelo's work in the Sistine in Rome, the period from Adam and Eve to the end of the world. My artworks depict the untold story of God, Jesus, and the Devil, with 33 unique illustrations not seen or done before by any biblical artist. ''In the beginning, God had to create itself before becoming the God we know, creating everything that followed. Additionally, I have written a book called: ''Phylosochology," in which I delivered lectures on philosophy and psychology as one, two sides of the same coin, in late 1990s, Newham College, London, possibly making me the first person to explain this concept. "Astrophycosnomy: The Theory Before the Big Bang is another unique book that details the period before the big bang, before singularity, the birth of the first known as dark matter, tracing back to time laws. I have also written, produced, and directed two films, "The Red Mosquito" and " Earth Without War'' both available on YouTube, although "The Red Mosquito" faced sabotage from other indie filmmakers.

I am an artist at heart, a talent I discovered when I won first prize in a high school art competition. Though my artworks are few, they are unique and unlike anything seen before. I also pursued photography in the 1980s and 1990s, combining it with graphic design. I hold a college degree in design, business studies, and counselling. Despite these talents, I am not rich and famous because the number one rule in business is that you need to spend money to make money in order to be noticed and create a fan or customer base. I chose to pursue knowledge and creativity voluntarily, which is why I am not wealthy from my talents, as I never had the money to market them. Nevertheless, I am wealthy beyond measure in terms of knowledge, talents, and creativity, and no one can take that away from me. Life is to be lived well, for those reasons. Money is not everything, but it is a way to use as central for a better life and helping others less fortunate.

ONE FINAL WORD. Due to the studying, research, and experiments that I have done, and having over seven hundred of his works that I could get my hands on, and over 200 of his patents, I now consider myself to be a student of Nikola Tesla and to continue his legacy in the 21 Century. My C.R.-Mfee is in memory of and dedicated to Nikola Tesla.

Nikola Tesla invented many things through just using his mind without drawings or diagrams being done on paper beforehand, and I, in turn, have done the same thing with the C.R.-Mfee. I just want to make sure that the C.R.-Mfee is controlled by the right people and not abused once I'm dead. Either that or I will choose five people whom I consider to be my trusted followers and of Nikola Tesla, and give them everything to carry on the legacy, as there is enough on paper to eventually take them to what I know.

I'm not saying I have the solutions to the world's problems, but I know I have something that can, with funds and professional engineers, contribute towards today's biggest problems much quicker.

J. Carlos Portela:   

founder, inventor and magnetic force engineer of the C.R.-Mfee.